Mama said……
Yep mama said there would be days like this and I knew that she was telling the truth! Cause my mama ain’t no liar, But it doesn’t make these days less difficult to manage or handle. With all the heads up it still throws you for a loop when you are faced with a situation or situations where you feel like you’ve failed or that things aren’t what you’d like them to be.
Being a working mom and having 3 young children, one with special needs and a toddler of 3 years old, it is really difficult to keep it all together. There are days like today where you feel like everything is caving in on you. I’m still scratching and clawing my way thru it all, but I can’t help but fantasize about me being swept away to a tranquil location off the radar for a bit. I cant help but wish there was such things as fairies or fairy godmothers that can wave their magical wands and sprinkle their pixie dust and make it all grand!
Instead I’m stuck with reality, sick from eating a batch of bad chicken and having to clean my house and fold like 20 loads of laundry and put it all away. Thank God dinner is done but now I have to serve the children and get them ready for bed. Bedtime is like 4 hour process of trying to get them to sleep in their own beds only to have them all in my bed at 4 am.
Thank you for blogs that allow you rant about your gripes so that you don’t have a major meltdown
I am me and there is no shame in that. Accept me for it or move on….
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I will not live in regret and I refuse to wallow in grief. I am tired of feeling pity for myself and the whole whoa me crap. Enough is enough. I went out on a limb and the limb broke I fell on my ass again, and now I get up dust my self
I am firm believer that everything in life, good bad or indifferent happens for a reason. People come into your life for a reason. Happiness doesn’t come easy or wrapped up in a bow. But that doesn’t mean that you shouldn’t accept it. And just because it isn’t exactly how you planned it, that it isn’t right.
When someone or something makes you feel happy and full; hold onto it.
Take Two
So I am nowhere close to where I want to be, but I think with each passing day I will heal and become strong again. This will allow me to achieve what I want for myself.
Take One
Yesterday my last status update on Face Book was about the great things tomorrow brings. Each day is a new start to a new beginning to the rest of your life. So today was my Take One!
TEAM DONOmite’s 2nd Annual Karaoke Autistic Kids Rock Fund Fundraiser
Come show support and help Team Donomite raise awareness and funds for autism!!!!! Spread the word!!!!!!